New RNC Slogan

notthatkindagay:

matthewjoseph:

Country First Blind Patriotism

mzchristine:

frangry:

Rudy Giuliani.

For the last couple weeks (months? hmm) I’ve been all over the place. I feel subject to moments, lasting hours/days of supreme happiness and contentedness in my life, but have been unable to sustain those feelings. And then I’ll drop back down into the sensation that I’m just a regular person subject-able to his everyday routine and everyday habits, playing his part in the real world machine. Unfortunately those funks usually last longer and are harder to pull back out of and I’m blessed with many people that know and care about me (sadly, most live out of state).

However, I’m looking forward to the future. I have tickets to a few shows, a few games, and trips to spend time with those I’ve known forever and will always know forever. It’s fall, my favorite season, and soon enough I’ll be watching football, taking walks through falling crisp leaves with a sweatshirt and jeans on tossing the pigskin around, getting together to eat turkey with family, thinking about buying presents, watching sports and eating wings, thinking about my fantasy team and weekly wagers, emailing that person I haven’t emailed for awhile, you know, as life slows down and gets a bit more serious, maybe I’ll even take on a larger role at work.

But right now, coming off a wonderful weekend hangover, the real world always manages to slap the shit out of me and put me in my place. And sometimes it’s a very tiny noisy place where I don’t know many people and life moves too fast to catch everything I want to as I struggle to maintain and then sustain. But as I’ve posted before, the funk finds me and I bounce back eventually. For right now I’ve got this song on repeat and it keeps me moving.